Despite everything I have learnt and done, I still succumbed to taking 2 steps back. In the wake of that, I’m left feeling pissed off and disappointed and utterly sad with myself and the choice that I have made.
So I’m allowing myself to be human and make mistakes – one wrongdoing does not create failure. And i will learn, and stand strong again. Til I realign myself, I am allowing myself to stay present to my emotions and let them run their course through and out.
Peace is in staying the course.
Even though I had made a detour off a side road I had promised myself never to take, I am but only human and imperfect.
And, may I find forgiveness and even greater self-acceptance and self-love for myself through this process.