Working on the Now

First week at a new job.

Blah. The uncertainty, the fear, the irritation, the anger of lack of support and structure, the unknowns, the doubt and self-doubt. Rising into criticism of everything and everyone.

And holding as best as I can to the resolve: to try my absolute best, and to let everything else go. Enjoy this process of learning and doing whatever I can – everyone starts somewhere, sometime.

I dont have to get it all right, right now.

Knowing that it’s okay to get things wrong, it’s okay to make mistakes, and it’s okay to fail horribly… The position and everything that comes with it isn’t perfect, but so am I.

And refocusing on what I can do right now, letting the worries of tomorrow and of the future go. 

Work on what’s right in front of me,  and the rest will take care of itself.